Day 2

Turning, reaching, hugging, nothing?

opening my eyes, slowly realizing, sobbing, crying.

incomplete, a big part of me, gone.

have to learn how to speak, in sentences, not words only,
restart, my life, from the beginning.

suffocated,
need to breath,
that i will need to learn, too.

Day 1

Bright light, swollen eyes, sore body, lost mind.

Not sure what had happened had happened.
Was it a dream?
Was it ever real?
What have I done?

Things seem to come the least expected, as always.

Empty house, empty mind, empty eyes, empty smile.

getting up, walking, shivering, pretending, searching, wondering, loosing, breathing, surviving.

Where is my baby?
What is it to come?